Only thing to do is Jump Over the Moon...

I am an adolesant. Acne ridden, mistake makieng, hormone rageing. Im a chick. I change my mind, I can't decide, I freak out. They always said life is full of ups and downs, but I never knew things could be up and down at the same time.

DOWN: My two best friends, who I haven't mentioned in this blog now that I think about it. Franki and Regan. They've been through hell and back with me. We've changed, we've fought, we've grew. But we always manage to be friends again in the end. I truly belive that how things are and will be. They are sometimes way to much like my sister, but I love them to death. Here recently, Franki, has been texting me asking what I've thought about our friendship and If I still wanna be friends. I will always want to be their friend, but here recently we have grown apart soemwhat because I'm getting closer to Anna and Brittany. I don't want to lose them, ever. But I cant help that I'm gettign closer to someone else, or just stop it from happening. I feel like I'm being asked to chose between the two and Idk what to do about that. I love all four of them. She is expecting me to make up my mind, but Idwt. I just want them bothe to be my friend. I'm just really confused. I mean we do have our problems, everyone does. I don't trust them as much as I used to, idk why. The tend to make me feel like a frog being disected when ever I make a mistake or tell them things. and they get mad whenever I speak my mind. I trust that we will always be friends or end up friends, but if they are starting not to think so it makes me question my belief. I guess I'll just sit it out snd see what happens.

UP: Me and Ryan are doing really well. He so cute and I love to be around him(: I might be going for my level 4 in SPURS soon. Solo and Ensemble soon.. (nervous) Anna and Brittany are two of my besties(: Moose is my daughter. Life is basically good(:

♥Kate