What is Love?

"I love you", Ryan turned to me and said. I jolted up from my dream. It was 9:30 on a friday, we had the day off because of snow on the road. I don't know why this dream got to me so much, or why i jolted awake like it was a nightmare. I think it symbolizes the mixture of confused emotions that I bare towards those three words. I really want those words to be true for me and Ryan, but I know we still need time. I also think that I jolted awake, because I wanted that moment to be true in reality and not just my dream. I wanted to bring what happend in to reality like when that one chick brought freddie kruegar's hat with her when she woke from her dream. I also think I'm afraid of falling in love as well, mainly because when your in love it hurts more when they leave. I don't him to leave. Even though we've only been together for almost 3 months, I'm utterly and irrevocabley crazy about him.

On another note I wanna hang with my friends today, but Idk what to do :/ Because its cold, and blah. Maybe we could all goto my house and play boardgames, or on the wii, or watch a movie. And hot chocolate(: We'll see.

So, my future has been constantly popping up in my head and conversation. I honestly have no idea what I wanna do with my life, job wise. I'm considering interior design, or a striper lol. But real passion would be teaching, idk why. I've always wanted to be a teacher, I'm just worried that I wouldn't make enough money. I also know that I want to be a mommy, really bad. And I want to have alot of kids. For sure two of them have names: Beth for a girl and Leiv for a boy(: Is it sad that they're not even born and I already love them? I want children so bad. I also know that I don't want to have kids or get married until after college, and that I for sure am going to college. I don't want to have to do community college though, so i have to work really hard in school. My main options are SHSU or A&M, preferable A&M lol. That's all I know.

So now I have some questions for those out there who actually read my blog, and I expect comments/texts/PMs in response, please?

Firstly:
What is love?
What does it mean to you?
What is you definition of Love?

Seccondly:
What is parental love?
What does it mean to you?
What would someone have to do to be a loving parent to you?

Thirdly:
What is friendship love?
What does it mean to you?
What does one have to do to be a loveing friend to you?

Lastly:
What is relationship love?
What does it mean to you?
What does one have to do to be a loveing boyfriend/girlfriend to you?

Valnetines day is comming up and I'm really excited, because it will be my first valentines day with a boyfriend, and its Ryan's first witha girlfriend :D But its got me thinking about all this mushy love stuff, so...I'm curious(:

ttfn
♥Kate

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