Stupid or Reckless?

So I hung with Ryan yesterday. We tried to get a group together, but it ended up being just me and him. And we had a BLAST!(: We didn't know what todo at first. Then he pulled over into a neighborhood and he got out the car, walked over to the passenger side, and said "You choose where we go,"

So he let me drive his car. And we drove around a bit, and he gave me some driving tip since I haven't taken my test yet. I was nervous though XP. Eventually we switched back and we started talk about the differance between Stupid and Reckless Driving.

So he turns to me and says, "Wanna do something Stupid?" and of course I agreed. So we went to this dark, and empty road... He grabs my hand and... He floors it, 60 miles over the speed limit. Exillerating(:

So by the time we got back to my house it was around 10, and my parents still weren't home (I'd been home alone all day). So we drove over to their office to see if they were still there, and they were. SO we hung out there for a little bitt. Then when they were ready to go we went back to the house, but still ended up beating my Dad, so we went inside a comenced a Ninja Pillow War.

When my Dad walked in we were in a very awkward position. He leg was like over my head and my arm was like between his leg and shoving a pillow in his face and it was great haha. So my dad walks in and is just like"...you're not supose to have boys in the house when we're not here," and walks away.

So we continued on with our Pillow War until we ended up plopping down on the couch. We were sort of in a cuddley position. Then our hands sort of inched closer to eachother until we were holding hands.

We fell alseep there until Mamasummer and Reighan got home (apparently they had gone to Wall-Mart) and woke us up. Then we ended up playing Life with my family until round 12.30 when he had to go home.

So I walked him out to his car, and we hugged goodbye. Then I moved my head alittle then he moved his head, and then we kissed. I was one of those where it was more then a peck, but less then a french. Then we held eachother for a long time and I said, "Stupid or Reckless?"

He chuckled alittle and said, "I don't know yet," Which brings us to where we are now. Its thanksgiving, and I am currently at my G-rents house.

I obviously have alot of feelings about the sitution, and its all sort of confusing. So I guess I'm just gonna wait, and let it play out. All I know for sure is that if we do end up back together I don't want it to be like last time. I want it to be christ centered.

Because if there's one thing I've learned in my measly 16 years is that if Christ is not at the center of anything, it will eventually perish.

So because it s thanksgiving I would just like to thank God for his Grace, seccond chances, my supportive and loving family and friends, and most of all sending his son to die on the cross for my sins. Amen.

ttfn♥
Kate