Welp. That was short lived. It's weird how differently people can perseve things. After we kissed... he didn't feel anything. I did. And to be honest... I proud of us... We've matured a bit. He was honest with me letting it drag out (which would've hurt me even more). I am hurt, and it sucks, but I am glad he made the right decision. And I've also been able to act the way I normally did, despite the feelings that are inside of me. I just wish we could get the friendship that we had before we kissed back. I feel like its different, despite the fact that we're handling the situation well. And I guess that it might have to do with how I still hurt inside. But I guess.. I dunno... I feel like there's more going on underneath... Then again, thats always been the case with him Haha...
ttfn♥
Kate
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