Farewell Adress

36 minutes.

I would like to extend a friendly good by to the 15 year old version of my self. As this year comes to a close, I look back on all the shit that went down, and just how far I've come. It was the year my stepmom got cancer, the year I lost my horse, the year I got my heart broken. And God Damnitt if it wasn't one of the best years of my life. So years a toast to the good and the bad, the friends lost, the friends gains, all the good times, and all the shit that went down. It was all worth it in the end and it's made me who I am today.

30 minutes

My last day being 15 was pretty normal. I went to school. I didn't wear shoes. I ate lunch with my friends. I went to the dentist. Ate some fajitas. Froze my butt off at a football game. We won. Doug came and said Hi to me in the stands. Yet I wouldn't have spent it any other way. Because being 15 taught me how to make ever little thing an adventure. And thats what today and everyday is. An adventure.

24 minutes

I look to future and realize that I'm not sure what I want to do with my life. But one things for certain. I want fun, friendship, and above all else God. This is the next the next step, and a new begining. I am growing closer to the woman God intended me to be. And that in its self is exciting.

16 minutes

I also look forward to the change, and fear it at the same time. I look forward to the life lessons, the friendships, and even the heartbreak. For it's going to shape me into who I am supose to be. I've come so far, looking back, and I'm ready to keep pushing forward.

12:01 November 4th, 2011

Finally, I am 16. The year I've been waiting for along time. Sweet Sixteen. I made it. I don't feel any different. Excited. A couple minutes more mature perhaps? But the real change wont sink in for a while, and then this time next year, when I am a senior, I will sit and reflect on all the things that are still to come. Oh, what a year it will be.