Music. Men, and Unicorns

So this weekend I'm playing saxophone for my church, and I am super nervous. I am also playing a song with this guy at my church named Blake. He's super talented and everyone's in love with him. To be honest, I am really jealous of him. He's like everything I want to be, but can't. I want to do musical ministry, and I want to have talent, and I want to be well liked. I'm so afraid I'm gonna mess up. I am no where near the talent I feel I should be.

Also, Ryan kept popping up everywhere yesterday at school, so i talked to Sydney about it, and we ended up talking about how despite everything that has gone down between me and him how we are still friends. I honestly think God is most responsible for this. I mean being friends with him just felt like the natural thing to do. I tried so hard to hate him, but I just couldn't.

Lastly, as an update I am currently in San Antonio. My goal this trip is to find as many unicorns as I possibly can and take pictures of them. I am really bored right now. We might go to the Alamo and river walk later.

loltxtit~