I don't know what to say. Life has been alot of things. God has been doing some pretty sweet things lately. Nothing's really happening in the relationship dept. Other than this attractive guy in my com apps class who laughs at my jokes and does parkour, but that basically the end of that story. I've lost some old friends, and gain some new. And every now and then I am filled with an overwhelming wave of nostlgia. But I know that whats happening right now is ment to, and will eventually shape into the person I'm ment to be. I am not really happy with who I am, but I'm not unhappy either. I'm in between. I'm in a transition phase.
God, however, is doing some pretty awesome things in my life. And that does excite me. Like today, Brittany was haveing some rediculous mucus problems, and I prayed over her right there, and it went away. God is Insane, Crazy. I know that I am called to be a missionary, but sometimes I just wanna not. Sometimes I just wanna sit on the couch.
Last night after church, me and Morticai were talking about how religion is like a video game with unlimited weaponry, but only one life. God provides everything we need to spread his glory and love, we just gotta do it.
The couch is metaphore for all reasons your not working for God, be it insecurity or laziness or tumblr. To keep strong in your faith you must fight at it and work at it every day, because there ARE forces in this world that are working against you, and when you give into those forces it breaks God's heart.
Think about when you're in love with someone, and they tell you that they'd die for you. It means alot, doesn't it? That's how God feels about you, except that he is the DIVINE CREATOR of the universe. Just that fact should make you want to love him back and abide is glorious laws. But sometimes we forget, and sometimes we slip up. But thats okay! Because God loves us enough to forgive us no matter what, and so we love hime back.
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