Russian Roulette

I went to church today, and it was really hard to pay attention because everyone is so attractive. Anywho, God opened my eyes to how lately I've been playing Russian Roulette with my heart. Let me explain. Some of the people I am allowing myself to be interested in right now are setting me up to get my heart broken. So basically I think that I am going to take the bullet out and pull the trigger. There are disitions that I know are bad ones so I am going to eliminate them and then allow myself to delve into the unknown. Because 30 years from now I am going to regreat all that I didn't do, not all that I've done. So basically tomorow I am getting Dougs number, haha! Peace!