Welp. They put Dude down this morning. He went calmly, and peacefully. Sam says that usually means they were ready. I am happy for him. I am glad he's feeling better. I wish that I could be where he is right now, but I know my time is not up. And that there are still things left here to do.
On a lighter note I am turning 16 in 10 days, and I am super excited. :D We're throwing a "masquaRAVE" and our neighborhood club house, and its gon be super frikkin tight. My dad my DJ while wearing a gorilla costume...Just sayin!
Also, today my good friend Daelen broke up with Ryan today (yes, that Ryan) and I'm really confused on how I feel about that. There's apart of me that start to think, and then I hit it the head before I can think it. There's also apart of me that's like KARMA!! And then I feel bad. And then like I am happy for Daelen because she's happier, and I wanna be there for her because she's like one of my best friends now. I am just not gonna think about it.
Also, so today I was down because of Dude, and Doug came up to me and was like hey you seem kinda down, and so I told him what was wrong, and anywho. I think he might like me, but I can't tell because he's really friendly. But he noticed I was down and usually guy don't notice that stuff. Gah! idk, he's always like play around and stuff. Idk haha we'll see(:
Ttfn♥ :D
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