Believing

Last night I experienced something so simple, yet so profound. Earlier I was talking to my friend about how I wished people thought of me as free spirit. We continued discuss how it seemed as though I was a free spirit on the inside, but there was something keeping me back. Possibly insecurities. Last night was amazing. What happened? I was free. Me and Brittany, Mark, and Ryan all went to the woodlands. In a moment of spontaneity, and despite our skirts and hair... we swam in a public fountain. It was one of the most amazing moment of my life. For once, I was free. I was magic. I was pure, and innocent. I was profound and beautiful. I was the free spirit I want to be. There's been allot of things holding me back lately, and the biggest one is me. I just need to let go. I need to not worry. I need to not let my insecurities, and fears keep me from flying. I need to focus on the present, and not on the past or future. I need to focus on my self, in a non-selfish manor. I need to believe. I believe in magic. I believe in miracles. I believe in fate. I believe in beauty. I believe in unicorns. I believe in peace. I believe in freedom. I believe in myself. Nothings here to hold me back any longer. I need to be free. What happened to me in the fountain was magic. I can never re-do or re-create that moment. Its all forward from here. I am Free.