My life as I know is crumbleing all around me. I am in pain, and all I can do to ease it is sing. "Never Say Never, Don't Let Me Go". I have come to the conclusion that I am, infact, not christian. There is too much going on in my life to get caught up in do's and don't and religous labels. I am giveing up on religion and giveing in to spirituality. Right now I just God. Just God. I don't need a church, or a fellowship, or commandments to get me through right now. I just need God. And that is my main focus.
Today in church we talked about the temptations (aka testing) of Christ. Sometimes God tests us, right before we are about to do something great for him in the glory of his name. God is putting me through these trials right now to test me, and I do pray that he uses these things for his own good. I hope that through me and my challanges there will be a great victory in the name of the Lord.
Priorities. I need to re-prioritize. I need to focus on God. My family and friends and blessings are slowly fadeing to black. I need to grab on to something sturdy, valid, pure. God. Because with him I will never be alone. And through him, I pray, that the great blessings I once had in my life will come to color once again. I just have to be strong till then...<\3
heartbroken but loveingly,
Kate
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- “An arrow can only be shot by pulling it backward. So when life is dragging you back with difficulties, it means that it's going to launch you into something great.”
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